Seul...

Je me reveillais seul, ce matin dans l'appartment vide et tout a coup je sense tellement fatigue...
Je souhaite que je ne suis pas avoir etre seul encore...
Je souhaite que cette anne je serai trouver l'amour de ma vie...

30 & Virgin

I might be like an analog watch in digital era but I'm cool with that.
The temptation is there yet (Luckily) I'm quite stubborn to stick with I believe.
So I'll proudly say that I'm 30 and VIRGIN!!! Haha ;D

Move on aja lah...

I was mad with my boss. He appointed me to the task that I like less and the job that I prefer the most is uneasy to earn.
I feel like my career is going nowhere...So I contacted some acquaintance and asked them to give me a smooth way to get in to their company. Still haven't heard any good news though.

On that unwanted situation, I would like to be able to say: "At least, I have a gorgeous boyfriend that loves me and really cares about me". Of course, I couldn't say that. Every time I have crush on someone, it's on my side only. I was believe if I tried harder perhaps eventually he'll feel what I feel. But it never happened. My love life isn't amusing at all.

Those issues are enough to gloom my day and make me demotivated. But now, I'm not letting my self clouded with problems too long. I'll take them more lightly. I might not able to ease them from my mind entirely but at least I could accepted. I'll be wasting my time If I only focus on negative emotion. I want to live this life happily and accepted..

So, even in bad situation I'll say: "Move on aja lah!"

when i miss you

Almost 2 years a go since the last time I met you...

What I have now only memories of you. I'm afraid they'll fade away so I constantly replay them in my mind.
I remember how you laughed, how you warmed my heart when we walked hand on hand,
And how you look at me...

Many time I thougth I have move on & didn't care about you so much
But I keep imagine the scene when I meet you later...how I'm going to captivate you & then kiss me...
I thought I don't miss you but there is a time when I feel hopeless to see you & got no clues so I just unload to this blog...

I wonder is there any chance for me to meet you again? It start to feel like a wishful thinking...
I wish you read this blog...