Tuesday, April 28, 2009

My Song at 4th Week of April .."If It kills me..."

All i really wanna do is to love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through
All i really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps builing And I'll find a way to you if it kills me...

The first time I really listened to this song lyrics, I laughed. It's because the resemblance of the lyrics with hopeless feeling that I have to the men that I love. Especially with following line:

How long can I go like this
Wishing to kiss you
Before I rightly explode
Well this double life I lead isn't healty for me

So it seems, even Jason Mraz experienced falling in love alone. Somehow it relieves me... I guess I'm not the one who falled in love alone or who kept the volatile longing down inside. Hmmm...

All i really wanna do is to love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I'll find a way to you if it kills me

if it kills me
It might kill me...

"If it kills me" by Jason Mraz